Justifying insomnia

Gosh, I've got this impression that anyone who doesn't know me would read these posts and think I go around moping and self-analyzing. Not true; it's just a blog persona that tends to be a little more introspective. After all, a diary is often written to some future Self. Likewise many of these posts.

But to whom am I justifying myself here?!

Man, I'm just rambling now. That's what happens when you've got crazy insomnia and you're out of things to write about. [shaking my head as I turn this thing off and head to bed--again]